A few years after I turned 14 years old, I had to leave my home to live and study in a new country.

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A few years after I turned 14 years old, I had to leave my home to live and study in a new country. I always carried those values with me as the core values of my life to get through the difficult days. There were attempts and efforts back then, and the most difficult thing to do was to start over, even from scratch. There were nights when I stayed up all night penning tear-stained letters to my mother, I wrote sentiments that contradicted my thinking and inadvertently painted a beautiful, well-off scenario that seemed completely unattainable to me, solely to make my mother not feel anxious about me back home.